Hi Everyone

A bit about me i am 29f getting closer to 30.

I just function because I have to, the cycle is wake up get ready for work that start at 4 work until 1:30, scroll till 4 sleep then repeat.

Yes I missed eating because that is what I skip in the evening.

I am not sure what stage of life I am right now.

I am lost, but then I am lost since very long I guess this is the acceptance stage where whatever I am today is me.

I try to be happy by doing random stuff being loudest in the room and hyping everyone but i know their is void now everyone has that.

I was just moving with life, keeping myself busy because I wish to get married but got heart broken many times also now I have lost all hope and slowly learning to self love.

Being honest self love is hard when you have been habitual to external validation.

I was just on the path I will handle thing will manage alone eventually everybody leaves so I have to be independent and I need nothing.

Then navaratri started I love the festival went played like crazy but I was still not able to understand what I was feeling.

I went to shopping with my cousin on Saturday, and when we were done I was tired so I just sat on the staircase zone out.

A little girl came she waved her hand and said hii didi, i had a smile on my face.

Then she hugged me & also kissed on my cheeks. Then she went ahead with her mother.

Her mother an sister were laughing, did I know her no, i was blank i was smiling like a little kid it was random unexpected.

But this what was all I needed this long I hold back my tears but at night I cried I cried like anything my heart which was block as if it was the door were knocked down.

I will think about it in later life that this happened to me and I feel grateful and lucky to experience this🧿🧿♥️♥️

I think universe do see us and unexpectedly it also ensure we are taken care of.

With these I am also open to people sharing similar story or encounter like this

Bless whoever did this and however it was done. I’ve gotten this bag before and this is not the usual.

Reddit has the best people I swear 🥹

I applied to my local HT for a seasonal job since my part time isn't the best with hours sometimes and they wanted an interview today!! I've done two or three job interviews before so I kinda knew what I was expecting, but still.

Im 19 and have adhd + super bad anxiety so it's hard for my brain to think rationally sometimes, but it all went super duper well!!! They said I had a good vibe and we got along really well, and they asked for my number for hopefully a follow up thing on Thursday! It took a lot to actually apply in the first place so I'm just so happy it all worked out.

A bit nervous for the two jobs + art school combo BUT I know I can do it! I'm just really happy right now :3

It's just something small, but it made me really happy. My dad was playing piano and I went over and told him about the meteor shower that's happening soon, in was like "there's gonna be a meteor shower tonight" and he responded with "not if I can stop it!" 😂 I just thought it was really funny idk why.

I just wanted to share something that made my day today.

My midterm exams are still a few weeks away, but I have already covered my entire syllabus once. Every subject, every chapter, all the way to the end. Tonight I closed my notebook and realized I was done with the first round, and I honestly felt a huge weight come off my shoulders.

I know I'm not completely finished. I still have to revise, practice and fix the things I forgot. But the hardest part is behind me, and that feels amazing.

What I'm most happy about is how different this feels from other times. Usually I leave things until the last few days. I sit up late, panic over chapters I have barely seen and walk into the exam hall with a racing heart. This time I won't have to do that. Now when I revise, I'll be going over things I already know instead of learning them from scratch in a rush.

I think I'm going to sleep really well tonight.

If you have exams coming up, even a small start today will thank you later. Future you really does appreciate it.

Wishing everyone good luck with their studies!

I am feeling so happy I published a poetry book four years ago forgot about it today i got a message from my bank about some CREDIT from amazon got confused tried to find out where this money came from looked into KDP account Someone bought a book from me. Yeahhhhhhh Just so excited and happy thought to share.