Confessions of a female musician
Hi! I'm 24F, and I'm looking for musician friends to help me bring my heart and life back into music.
I used to release music and was really putting my heart into it. I had new ideas everyday. I composed music, built everything from start to finish, and I also had a companion—my ex best friend. He was a guy and we've been friends for almost a decade, he's literally like a brother to me.
He helped me materialize all my songs before. Although I knew how to play almost every common instrument, I compose better when I have ideas to throw around with and someone to ask to "hey can you try this melody on this and that".
Two years ago, he sexually harassed me in my sleep. After that, I lost all my soul and heart in making music. I can still play instruments and cover songs, but my composing just died.
I want to write and make music again, so I'm hoping to find some friends who I can be close with and make songs with as well.
I hope you'll all be kind enough in the comments. Thank you.