I have worked hard. I have had late nights, early mornings, long days. Gone to work after a day of uni, finished at 1 am then spent 2 more hours doing uni work before going to bed and getting up 5 hours later for another day. I have dragged my way through the wringer and, so far, made it to the other side. My uni has engineering teams like rocketry and FSAE and such, and I planned to join FSAE this semester. But my courses meant I would be overloaded if I tried to join. So I naturally went āalright, I will just join in the FYP intake in Januaryā, specifically for final year students to begin their capstone project with the teams. Until I get an email today from the uni announcing changes to my degree including some course offerings changing. I now cannot do my FYP in my fourth year without doing 50 hours of course time a week plus a part time job on top. Which means that, at a minimum, my FYP is pushed back to semester 2, 6 months away. Except, the engineering teams only do the FYP intake in semester 1. This means that, if I want to follow my dreams, through no fault of my own, my degree is now 5 years instead of 4.
I know many choose to take 5 years or are forced to by failing courses, but I didnāt want to. I worked my ass off to not fail, pushed through tears to do so, and even took a course in my midyear break just to stay on schedule to finish in 4 years. Iām not going to give up, but fuck man. I just feel so defeated. Everyone around me keeps saying āyouāre so close to finishing, just keep going every dayā and I believed them. Now the uni has just moved the goal posts. Completely in tears and so angry that I pushed so hard, ignored my own health in some instances, and sacrificed so much, just for the university to make that all worthless. Had they announced these changes earlier, I couldāve joined the teams this semester without being overloaded, but no, why announce things for the next semester before this one begins, when you can just announce it 2/3 of the way into the current semester knowing nobody can change anything.
Rant over.