Hi everyone, I would really appreciate some advice because I'm going through a difficult situation at my new job. I recently started working as a pharmacist in Belgium. I moved here from Italy, and after 2 months of searching for a job, I finally got hired in a Family-run pharmacy with a permanent contract. I was so happy and grateful to God for this opportunity.
However, I've only been working there for two weeks, and I'm already struggling emotionally.
I have no previous experience working in a community pharmacy, so I have a lot to learn: the Belgian medications, the computer system, how to advise patients, and also the Dutch language, which I'm still learning.
The people who hired me are very kind and supportive, but unfortunately, I don't feel welcomed by my coworkers. They barely talk to me, don't try to include me, and sometimes seem annoyed when I ask questions or try to observe how they work. I often feel like they don't want me around. They are supposed to provide me with proper training, but unfortunately, they are not doing so.
Recently, the pharmacist in charge told me that she feels anxious when I do certain tasks and that she said that it is impossible for me to replace a colleague who is leaving in December. Hearing this after only two weeks was very discouraging, especially because I was promised three months of training.
I genuinely want to work, learn, and become a good pharmacist. I'm studying at home and trying my best every day. I don't expect everyone to like me or become my friend, but I wish I could work in an environment where I feel supported while learning.
Has anyone experienced something similar? Would you speak up or stay quiet and keep pushing through? How do you deal with coworkers who make you feel unwelcome when you're new and still learning? What should I do?
I would really appreciate your advice. Thank you for reading. ❤️