I donāt even know if Iām posting this in the right place anymore.
Iām 34, Iāve been trying to get the GPs to take a possible endometriosis diagnosis seriously since I was 18. Iāve been through ultrasounds, MRIs, hysteroscopy, Mirena coilā¦
I had an ectopic pregnancy in 2021 and lost of left fallopian tube. During the emergency laparoscopy the surgeon visualised endometriosis around the ovary and tube and referred me for further investigation after recovery.
I was lucky enough to get pregnant quickly after this and the endo was therefore never investigated further.
My symptoms, since my son was born, have steadily got worse again. Iāve been suffering from chronic back and pelvic pain, bloating, painful periods etc
Weāve been trying for a second baby for 2 years now and have had two very early miscarriages.
I went private and got an MRI done and finally felt vindicated - it showed adhesions across my pelvis that it put down to likely endometriosis. It also showed adenomyosis.
I had my lap yesterday and I was excited to get the whole environment of my pelvis tidied up and confirmation my right tube is doing its job okay.
I feel like I came out with the total opposite and I just donāt know what to do, how to process, how to move forward.
The surgeon found no endometriosis. He found adhesions where my bowels were stuck to my abdominal wall throughout and he also did a dye test and found my right tube is completely blocked at the end.
I can no longer have another child naturally.
Iām utterly heartbroken. Iām confused.
I am so thankful for my son and I know there are people who are not able to have any children if there own and my heart breaks for them but I just feel like the rug has been pulled from beneath me.
I donāt have endo.
I canāt have children.
I have no idea why my pelvis is so damaged, Iāve never had an infection or anything like that.
Iām sorry I donāt really know the point of this post I just feel lost and didnāt know where else to put my thoughts.
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