I still can’t believe I did it. And I can’t believe how much I wanted him to see.
It had been a long week. Deadlines stacked on top of each other, stress through the roof. My husband texted that morning saying he was leaving work at lunch to surprise me with a weekend away. I read the message, smiled… and then deleted it. Because I already had plans.
I had texted him instead.
He arrived twenty minutes after my husband left for work. The second the door closed behind him I was already pulling his shirt off. We didn’t waste time. I needed it. I needed to feel something that wasn’t the same careful, loving sex I’d been having for years. I needed to be used.
By the time I heard the front door open quietly, I was already naked on our bed with his face buried between my legs. I knew that soft click of the lock. I knew my husband’s footsteps. And I didn’t stop.
I kept my eyes closed and pushed his head harder against me. “Right there… don’t stop… please don’t stop.” My orgasm hit while my husband stood in the hallway watching. I could feel it in the way the air changed. I came hard, thighs shaking, hands in another man’s hair, knowing the man I married was just a few metres away hearing every sound.
He kissed his way up my body after that. Slow, deliberate, swirling his tongue around each nipple until they were aching. When he finally reached my mouth I kissed him back like I was starving. Then he leaned against the headboard, that thick cock standing straight up, and said two words:
“Suck it.”
I looked him in the eyes and did exactly what I was told.
I spit on it. Stroked it. Licked every inch. Took as much as I could into my mouth while my husband stood in the shadows and watched his wife put on a show. I could feel how wet I was. I could feel how much bigger this man was than what I was used to. And I didn’t care that my husband was seeing it. Part of me wanted him to see it.
When he pulled me off his cock and told me he wanted more, I didn’t hesitate. I climbed on top, rubbed myself along his length, and slowly sank down onto him. The stretch made me groan. He filled me in a way my husband never had.
“Fuck, your pussy is so tight,” he grunted.
I looked straight into his eyes and answered, loud enough for the hallway to hear:
“It’s because you’re bigger than my husband. You fill me up so good.”
I rode him. Hard. Then he flipped me onto all fours and took me from behind, deep, relentless strokes that made the bed creak. At some point I opened my eyes and looked down the hallway.
My husband was standing there in the shadows, cock in his hand, stroking himself while he watched another man fuck me.
I smiled.
Then I said it out loud.
“My husband is in the hallway watching us… stroking his little dick.”
The man behind me didn’t even slow down. “I know. He’s been there the whole time. Come in and get a closer look.”
I watched my husband walk into our bedroom with his cock still hard and wet in his hand. He looked wrecked. Hurt. Aroused. All of it at once. The man fucking me made him stand right next to the bed so he could see every inch sliding in and out of me.
I reached for my husband’s cock while I was getting railed and started stroking him the way I know he likes.
“You like watching me get fucked, don’t you?” I asked, voice shaking with every thrust. “I can feel how hard you are. You haven’t been this hard in years.”
He whispered yes.
I told him to cum with me.
I came first — hard, shaking, clenching around the thick cock that was stretching me open. A few seconds later my husband groaned and painted my tits with his cum while another man was still buried inside me.
Then the man asked where I wanted it.
I looked my husband straight in the eyes and said the words that still make my stomach twist:
“In me. I want you to cum inside me. I’m sorry, babe… but I need his cum inside me.”
I felt him throb and pulse deep. I felt every spurt. When he finally pulled out, I was left gaping and dripping on our sheets, my husband’s cum still cooling on my chest.
I reached for my husband’s hand.
He took it.
I looked at him with everything I was feeling — the shame, the need, the filthy satisfaction — and said the only word that mattered:
“Please.”
I still don’t know exactly what I was asking for.
I only know I meant it.