r/Physics • u/Soft-Explanation7666 • 21h ago
M.sc physics gratitude, but learnt nothing...
Hi guys, I’m 24 years old, and I’ve completed my Master’s degree in Physics. But if you ask me whether I actually learned much during those years, my honest answer would be no. I failed to develop the knowledge, analytical thinking, and problem-solving skills that I should have gained.
I was distracted, misdirected, and wasted so much of my precious time watching porn, scrolling through Instagram and YouTube Shorts, and getting lost in daydreams. Before I realized it, the days had passed, and I had lost valuable years that I could have spent learning and improving myself.
Now, I’ve landed a job that is somewhat related to physics, but I’m struggling to perform well because of my knowledge gaps and lack of problem-solving skills. I know I need to change. I need to rebuild myself, regain my confidence, and develop the skills I should have developed years ago. But realizing how much I’ve missed makes me feel depressed and left behind.
I genuinely want to rewire my brain and recover my ability to think deeply, reason logically, and solve problems independently. However, I don’t know where to begin. Should I start from scratch with basic mathematics, revisit 10th- and 12th-grade physics, and then gradually work my way through B.Sc. and M.Sc. Physics? Or is there a better, more effective way to rebuild my knowledge and analytical skills?
One of my biggest struggles is that I can understand a solution when I see it, but I struggle to solve the same problem independently. I understand the concepts and can follow the steps once they’re explained, but when I have to figure things out on my own, my mind goes blank. I also feel an overwhelming urge to solve problems quickly. When I try to slow down and think deeply, I sometimes experience a headache and struggle to concentrate.
I don’t want to keep repeating the same mistakes. I want to break this cycle, rebuild my fundamentals, improve my concentration, and become someone who can genuinely understand physics and solve problems independently.
For those who have experienced something similar or have expertise in learning and cognitive recovery, please guide me. Where should I start? How can I systematically rebuild my mathematical foundations, analytical thinking, and problem-solving abilities without wasting more time? Is starting from the very basics the right approach, or should I follow a different strategy?
I know I cannot recover the time I’ve lost, but I want to make the best possible use of the time I have left. I’m ready to put in the effort. I just need to know where to begin and how to move forward.